I know my Savior lives. I know He loves me.
If anytime I need a powerful dose of love and the spirit, I read 3 Nephi 11. The journey the Nephites make in just 15 years is enough to last me a life time. How many times do I find myself in repeat situations in a short amount of time? I am not justifying my repeat offenses. I am finding reasons to be stronger than the temptations, stronger than the tendencies to coast along in life, more steadfast in being "anxiously" engaged in a good cause.
I feel the love my Savior has for me as I find myself in his presence. I feel I can be as strong as He wants me to be and He needs to me to be.
Friday, July 1, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
Day 23: Helaman 13 - 3 Nephi 3
Our Savior is real. The blessings He promises us are real.
This section came at a critical time for me. I felt the spirit as the Nephites were chastened because they forget their Lord when things are going well. I felt the spirit as I felt the Lord's power in all things. Whatever burden I may be carrying, the Lord can overcome it all. Where is my faith if I think that I can carry the burden myself and the Lord cannot? There is not a problem the Lord cannot fix. There is not a burden he cannot lift or remove from us.
My test is to carry the burden but ask my Savior to help me. Then, and only then, will my faith grow.
This section came at a critical time for me. I felt the spirit as the Nephites were chastened because they forget their Lord when things are going well. I felt the spirit as I felt the Lord's power in all things. Whatever burden I may be carrying, the Lord can overcome it all. Where is my faith if I think that I can carry the burden myself and the Lord cannot? There is not a problem the Lord cannot fix. There is not a burden he cannot lift or remove from us.
My test is to carry the burden but ask my Savior to help me. Then, and only then, will my faith grow.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Day 22: Helaman 5 - Helaman 12
"...remember, remember that it is upon the rock of our Redeemer, who is Christ, the Son of God, that ye must build your foundation; that when the devil shall send forth his mighty winds, yea, his shafts in the whirlwind, yea, when all his hail and his mighty storm shall beat upon you, it shall have no power over you to drag you down to the gulf of misery and endless wo, because of the rock upon which ye are built, which is a sure foundation, a foundation whereon if men build they cannot fall." (ch. 5 vs. 12)
Enough said.
Enough said.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Day 21: Alma 61 - Helaman 4
The fight between good and evil is real.
I watch a lot of movies where the fight between the good and the bad is obvious. I root for the good guys to win, I hold on to the storyline until I see the bad are punished. That's what makes a good movie. Is when good overcomes evil. Where the good guy succeeds while the bad guy gets what he deserves.
In these chapters, the fight is real but not as obvious. The bad starts with maybe the sins of omission. Not really doing anything about the things people are doing bad. hmm.. It made me think. When I get into a jam and wonder 'how did I end up here?' I know. It's starts off little. Being too tired too busy to read my scriputures. Being too tired to say my prayers. Skipping over family prayers because the hour is almost midnight and my kids should be well in to REM but are not. Making it to church instead of making the effort to BE at church.
One thing I have learned from Helaman and Pahoran is that every little good thing we do, no matter how little, counts. Good always prevails with the Lord.
That is something I will chant to myself for the rest of this month, summer, year, lifetime. I pray I can live up to that.
I watch a lot of movies where the fight between the good and the bad is obvious. I root for the good guys to win, I hold on to the storyline until I see the bad are punished. That's what makes a good movie. Is when good overcomes evil. Where the good guy succeeds while the bad guy gets what he deserves.
In these chapters, the fight is real but not as obvious. The bad starts with maybe the sins of omission. Not really doing anything about the things people are doing bad. hmm.. It made me think. When I get into a jam and wonder 'how did I end up here?' I know. It's starts off little. Being too tired too busy to read my scriputures. Being too tired to say my prayers. Skipping over family prayers because the hour is almost midnight and my kids should be well in to REM but are not. Making it to church instead of making the effort to BE at church.
One thing I have learned from Helaman and Pahoran is that every little good thing we do, no matter how little, counts. Good always prevails with the Lord.
That is something I will chant to myself for the rest of this month, summer, year, lifetime. I pray I can live up to that.
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
The Council of Dads
He tells us about each of these men, the experiences he had with them and the reason he selects them for his daughters. It's really very sweet. It made me start to think of the important people in my life and if anything were to ever happen to me, who would I want there for my children when they needed.
It really is an awesome read.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Day 20: Alma 53 - Alma 60
Faith. Compassion. Courage.
Reading the war chapters all in one gulp has its advantages. I felt the spirit more and the people I am reading about came to life. War is war. People risk their lives, people die. This morning, I felt so much love for the mothers who taught their sons the gospel. Who taught their sons to fear God. Who taught their sons HOW to have faith and SHOW it.
The love of the people of Ammon as they kept their oath they made with the Lord. The faith of Helaman who understood how important it was to keep your word to the Lord. The compassion of the 2,000 sons who volunteered to fight in place of their faithful fathers. The courage the mothers had to send their young sons to possibility of death.
The sacrifice every one gave was so great. It was no small feat. It wasn't just "nothing." It was everything. Am I willing to have that faith? To have that compassion? To show that courage? I pray I do.
Reading the war chapters all in one gulp has its advantages. I felt the spirit more and the people I am reading about came to life. War is war. People risk their lives, people die. This morning, I felt so much love for the mothers who taught their sons the gospel. Who taught their sons to fear God. Who taught their sons HOW to have faith and SHOW it.
The love of the people of Ammon as they kept their oath they made with the Lord. The faith of Helaman who understood how important it was to keep your word to the Lord. The compassion of the 2,000 sons who volunteered to fight in place of their faithful fathers. The courage the mothers had to send their young sons to possibility of death.
The sacrifice every one gave was so great. It was no small feat. It wasn't just "nothing." It was everything. Am I willing to have that faith? To have that compassion? To show that courage? I pray I do.
Day 20: Alma 53 - Alma 60
I know, right?
I'm not sure what happened to me the last 3 months, but it wasn't good. I know the underlining problem was I got discouraged. So, instead of doing a little at a time, I just plain quit.
There have been many times during many days, I fought against picking up my scriptures and I am picking up the pieces from it.
I love the spirit this morning as I feasted on the words of Christ. There is no other substitute. Period.
I'm not sure what happened to me the last 3 months, but it wasn't good. I know the underlining problem was I got discouraged. So, instead of doing a little at a time, I just plain quit.
There have been many times during many days, I fought against picking up my scriptures and I am picking up the pieces from it.
I love the spirit this morning as I feasted on the words of Christ. There is no other substitute. Period.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Simple Abundance
I absolutely L.O.V.E. it!
It's like those little quote books that gives you a quote per day except more in depth. The author gives you about a page long insight of each value, virtue, or thought she is sharing. It's so uplifting and so much that it helps me get up and make a change.
Awesome book to own for life.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Tainted by Brooke Morgan
You do have to stomach the "F" word a lot. I almost put the book down in the first few chapters but when I looked at the character that used the word, I stayed. Henry is a 70+ year old widowed Marine. Not that it's okay to say the "F" word, but that old man didn't have any other choice of language. You get to know him pretty quick and love him.
There were so many times I walked in Holly's shoes and then sometimes I wanted to just beat her over the head. The author did a great time putting you in the middle of her book not as a spectator but as a participant. Pretty good stuff!
Definitely.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Percy Jackson and the Olympians Series
It is a great read if you like fantasy, greek gods and suspense. Pretty much a page turner and book trader, I ordered all the books at the same time so I could trade it in the middle of the night, if I had to! I love the characters' loyalty and the sense of family in children that just don't feel like they belong. They took care of each other, loved one another, and protected each other.
All the things I try every day to teach my own children.
Friday, February 4, 2011
Day 19: Alma 47 - Alma 52
I'm back.
It is what it is. Even though it is a 30 day challenge, I have to insist that it not be a consecutive 30 days because then I'll feel like a failure.
So.. I took a one week break and I'm back - better than ever.
KINGMEN VS. FREEMEN
I struggle with pride a lot. Along with that comes jealousy, excessive worldy desires, depression, anxiety.
This Amalickiah knows how to work everyone's weakness to get his gain. I am a FREEMEN. There is no doubt about it. I love the freedom to be judged according to my choices and the freedom to not be ruled by a monarchy.
But.. sometimes I do have thoughts of the Kingmen. Where they want to have more worldly things and for nothing. The adversary has me thinking ~ you are entitled to that Janice, look at everything you have done. Look at how much you have sacrificed and worked hard to serve others. Look at how much you put others' needs before yours without being asked.
This is the start of the end. Just like in the Book of Mormon.
If I can just keep myself focused on my Heavenly Father and my eternal life with Him, I won't feel like the sacrifices are sacrifices but a pure way of living.
It is what it is. Even though it is a 30 day challenge, I have to insist that it not be a consecutive 30 days because then I'll feel like a failure.
So.. I took a one week break and I'm back - better than ever.
KINGMEN VS. FREEMEN
I struggle with pride a lot. Along with that comes jealousy, excessive worldy desires, depression, anxiety.
This Amalickiah knows how to work everyone's weakness to get his gain. I am a FREEMEN. There is no doubt about it. I love the freedom to be judged according to my choices and the freedom to not be ruled by a monarchy.
But.. sometimes I do have thoughts of the Kingmen. Where they want to have more worldly things and for nothing. The adversary has me thinking ~ you are entitled to that Janice, look at everything you have done. Look at how much you have sacrificed and worked hard to serve others. Look at how much you put others' needs before yours without being asked.
This is the start of the end. Just like in the Book of Mormon.
If I can just keep myself focused on my Heavenly Father and my eternal life with Him, I won't feel like the sacrifices are sacrifices but a pure way of living.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Day 18: Alma 40 - Alma 46
One man's influence.
I am apalled at the influence one man can make for bad. This Amalickiah person just gets my emotions boiling. I kept thinking to myself ~ how could this one person do so much bad among thousands of people and cities. His evil plots just make me plain angry.
Then...
I think of the influence one man can have for good.
Our Savior Jesus Christ.
His influence is inspiring, forgiving, and encouraging. This world is already equipped with all of the temptations and when I give up and feel like it's not worth it to fight anymore, I remember:
My Savior died for Me to return to my Heavenly Father for eternal happiness.
Yes, it seems like the advesary is winning at times in my life, but when I actively participate in the fight for good, I KNOW. I know the blessings are greater than the wars fought. Sweeter than the sacrifices. Full of joy more than sorrow.
I am apalled at the influence one man can make for bad. This Amalickiah person just gets my emotions boiling. I kept thinking to myself ~ how could this one person do so much bad among thousands of people and cities. His evil plots just make me plain angry.
Then...
I think of the influence one man can have for good.
Our Savior Jesus Christ.
His influence is inspiring, forgiving, and encouraging. This world is already equipped with all of the temptations and when I give up and feel like it's not worth it to fight anymore, I remember:
My Savior died for Me to return to my Heavenly Father for eternal happiness.
Yes, it seems like the advesary is winning at times in my life, but when I actively participate in the fight for good, I KNOW. I know the blessings are greater than the wars fought. Sweeter than the sacrifices. Full of joy more than sorrow.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Day 18: Alma 40 - Alma 46
I'm stuck.
I haven't read since Day 18. Life just got a hold of me and blew me away. I am planning to start up again tmw which is Feb 3rd.
I haven't read since Day 18. Life just got a hold of me and blew me away. I am planning to start up again tmw which is Feb 3rd.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Day 17: Alma 32 - Alma 39
I struggle.
I struggle to read everyday. The first two weeks I set a time but now, it's mostly before bed. Today I had to read 2 days worth. Still trying to catch up for the one day I missed. And it's actually Day 18 so I still have to read Day 18 tonight.
I thought about moving my deadline, but I don't want to admit defeat and am determined to get back to my challenge. I think if I do well in this challenge, I can go to my weight loss challenge and find success instead of quitting.
Alma 32: I call this chapter the Faith chapter. This chapter helped me learn what faith really is ~ all the way from seminary!
Alma 34: I call this chapter the Prayer chapter. During my mission, I really started to understand how even in the small things, prayer is important tool to help me prosper.
Alma 36: This is Alma's coversion story. This is when Alma shares his testimony with his son about his conversion and really happened in details while he was unconscious.
Alma 37: Wisdom chapter. Dad used these versus a lot when I was a teenager and I can see why. I know I have already started using this chapter with our children.
I struggle to read everyday. The first two weeks I set a time but now, it's mostly before bed. Today I had to read 2 days worth. Still trying to catch up for the one day I missed. And it's actually Day 18 so I still have to read Day 18 tonight.
I thought about moving my deadline, but I don't want to admit defeat and am determined to get back to my challenge. I think if I do well in this challenge, I can go to my weight loss challenge and find success instead of quitting.
Alma 32: I call this chapter the Faith chapter. This chapter helped me learn what faith really is ~ all the way from seminary!
Alma 34: I call this chapter the Prayer chapter. During my mission, I really started to understand how even in the small things, prayer is important tool to help me prosper.
Alma 36: This is Alma's coversion story. This is when Alma shares his testimony with his son about his conversion and really happened in details while he was unconscious.
Alma 37: Wisdom chapter. Dad used these versus a lot when I was a teenager and I can see why. I know I have already started using this chapter with our children.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Day 16: Alma 25 - Alma 31
"I will not boast of myself, but I will boast of my God, for in his strength i can do all things;" (Alma 26:12)
I love Ammon.
He worked hard and he is not afraid to say the hard work paid off and gives all the credit to his Heavenly Father. I think it's cool when he tells his brothers about being happy to succeed and it's okay to be proud of your work as long as you credit your success where it rightly goes.
Humility doesn't always mean for us to be quiet and to rejoice just in our hearts.
And not only does he enjoy the success, but does he go out again with Alma and a group to the Zoramites.
Great example.
I love Ammon.
He worked hard and he is not afraid to say the hard work paid off and gives all the credit to his Heavenly Father. I think it's cool when he tells his brothers about being happy to succeed and it's okay to be proud of your work as long as you credit your success where it rightly goes.
Humility doesn't always mean for us to be quiet and to rejoice just in our hearts.
And not only does he enjoy the success, but does he go out again with Alma and a group to the Zoramites.
Great example.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Day 15: Alma 18 - Alma 24
This challenge is definitely living up to its name. It's a challenge. I don't consider myself a slow reader but I'm not a speed reader either. It takes me about 45 min - 1 hr to get through the daily assignment.
For some reason, I missed Friday last week and I had to make up for it on Sunday. THAT is not the biz trying to make up days so I vow I'll never miss a day again. It's way too hard to make it up.
Some things I've noticed. When I'm having a hard time sleeping, I'll just get up and read my scriptures. Most mornings is when I like to do my reading. When I don't get it done in the mornings, I find myself unable to fall asleep until I can get the assignment for the day read. I really love that.
I found that in reading such a big dose of the scriptures daily, it's easier for me to find sleep at night. My mind is not racing all over my life and what I didn't get done, but instead rests on some of the principles I just read about or the people's lives from the scriptures.
I have to agree with my friends. The people in the Book of Mormon have become real to me. Again. I love it.
Although, this is a difficult challenge, I enjoy the little blessings that come with it.
For some reason, I missed Friday last week and I had to make up for it on Sunday. THAT is not the biz trying to make up days so I vow I'll never miss a day again. It's way too hard to make it up.
Some things I've noticed. When I'm having a hard time sleeping, I'll just get up and read my scriptures. Most mornings is when I like to do my reading. When I don't get it done in the mornings, I find myself unable to fall asleep until I can get the assignment for the day read. I really love that.
I found that in reading such a big dose of the scriptures daily, it's easier for me to find sleep at night. My mind is not racing all over my life and what I didn't get done, but instead rests on some of the principles I just read about or the people's lives from the scriptures.
I have to agree with my friends. The people in the Book of Mormon have become real to me. Again. I love it.
Although, this is a difficult challenge, I enjoy the little blessings that come with it.
Monday, January 24, 2011
Day 14: Alma 11 - Alma 17
The Power of the Word of God.
As Alma and Amulek are preaching in the city of Ammonihah, I wonder.. how bad can this situation be in this city?
Well, as my heart is broken as the people of the city sacrifice the women and children in the fire pit of the men they chased out of the city by stoning them... things couldn't be much worse. AND they burned the scriptures!
The words of the Lord did comfort me, "for behold the Lord receiveth them up unto himself, in glory."
Imagine the faith of those who would not deny their faith knowing they were entering a painful death. I am inspired by their faith and in the power of the word of God.
As Alma and Amulek are preaching in the city of Ammonihah, I wonder.. how bad can this situation be in this city?
Well, as my heart is broken as the people of the city sacrifice the women and children in the fire pit of the men they chased out of the city by stoning them... things couldn't be much worse. AND they burned the scriptures!
The words of the Lord did comfort me, "for behold the Lord receiveth them up unto himself, in glory."
Imagine the faith of those who would not deny their faith knowing they were entering a painful death. I am inspired by their faith and in the power of the word of God.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Day 13: Alma 5 - Alma 10
Self check.
This is what I have always felt about Alma 5 since I first read it when I was a teenager in seminary. Probably because I was taught that by my seminary teacher, Bro. Walker, during my senior year.
I love the questions Alma gives us to ponder and help us readjust our lives to either get back on track or to keep going. Quoting vs 14 - 15:
- Have you spiritually been born of God?
- Have you received His image in your countenace?
- Have you experienced this mighty change in your heart?
- Do you exercise faith in the redemption of Him who created you?
- Do you look forward with an eye of faith?
- Can you stand before God to be judged according to the deeds which you have done lately?
It makes me stop and think. How am I doing? Can I do better? Am I willing?
The testimonies Alma and Amulek share with the stubborn and wicked people of Ammonihah is the type of testimony I hope to have some day.
This is what I have always felt about Alma 5 since I first read it when I was a teenager in seminary. Probably because I was taught that by my seminary teacher, Bro. Walker, during my senior year.
I love the questions Alma gives us to ponder and help us readjust our lives to either get back on track or to keep going. Quoting vs 14 - 15:
- Have you spiritually been born of God?
- Have you received His image in your countenace?
- Have you experienced this mighty change in your heart?
- Do you exercise faith in the redemption of Him who created you?
- Do you look forward with an eye of faith?
- Can you stand before God to be judged according to the deeds which you have done lately?
It makes me stop and think. How am I doing? Can I do better? Am I willing?
The testimonies Alma and Amulek share with the stubborn and wicked people of Ammonihah is the type of testimony I hope to have some day.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Day 12: Mosiah 28 - Alma 4
The Lord will strengthen me.
I know as we read about these battles between the Amlicites and Nephites and then the Lamanites and Nephites, it's get to be a physical war.
I often compare these physial wars to the spiritual wars we fight every day. I, along with everyone else, struggle daily with little things and big things.
Alma when he was about to be overcome by the Amlici himself and then the king of the Lamanites pleaded with Heavenly Father to save Him so he could help the gospel grow.
Many times when I feel my burdens are hard to bear, I cry out to my Heavenly Father to help me. I usually beg Him to ease my burden but I think I need to ask Him for strength to bear my burdens. I need those burdens to help me grow. To help me progress. To help my children have a strong mother to help them through these last days.
One thing I'm learning from Alma is that he does not back down when faced with tribulations. He knows the Lord backs him up and presses forward anyone.
That is my resolve. I will not back down to a burden or trial because I know the Lord has my back.
I know as we read about these battles between the Amlicites and Nephites and then the Lamanites and Nephites, it's get to be a physical war.
I often compare these physial wars to the spiritual wars we fight every day. I, along with everyone else, struggle daily with little things and big things.
Alma when he was about to be overcome by the Amlici himself and then the king of the Lamanites pleaded with Heavenly Father to save Him so he could help the gospel grow.
Many times when I feel my burdens are hard to bear, I cry out to my Heavenly Father to help me. I usually beg Him to ease my burden but I think I need to ask Him for strength to bear my burdens. I need those burdens to help me grow. To help me progress. To help my children have a strong mother to help them through these last days.
One thing I'm learning from Alma is that he does not back down when faced with tribulations. He knows the Lord backs him up and presses forward anyone.
That is my resolve. I will not back down to a burden or trial because I know the Lord has my back.
Friday, January 21, 2011
Day 11: Mosiah 18 - Mosiah 27
Scripture heros.
These are the heros I want my children to follow.
There are so many to choose from in these chapters.
Ammon. Who obeyed King Mosiah and went looking for the people of Zeniff that left years ago to find the land of Nephi again. How he wasn't afraid to share his testimony with Limhi and found he did find the people even if they were not in the land.
or Gideon. Who fought tirelessly as an army captain for Limhi. Who used his testimony to strengthen him and his armies in battles against the Lamanites. His ingenuity and courage in dealing with King Noah's servants. His wisdom to help Limhi and his people to escape bondage to the Lamanites.
or Limhi. Who believed in the words of Ammon. Who relied on the spirit he felt to be converted and the faith to act on it in behalf of his people. The courage he had to be different than his wicked father and try to change things for his kingdom.
or Alma. Who felt the spirit when Abinidai spoke and tried to stand up for him. How he wrote those truths down and taught others and received the priesthood to baptize. The patience they had as they bore the burdens when put in bondage to the Lamanites and the wicked priests of King Noah.
or King Mosiah. Who as a righteous king rejoices as 2 large different bodies of people come into his kingdom. How he recognizes all people in the Lord are the same no matter where they came from and accepts them as if they were his own.
A lot of heros for me and for my children to look to for strong examples of faith, courage, hard work and good works.
These are the heros I want my children to follow.
There are so many to choose from in these chapters.
Ammon. Who obeyed King Mosiah and went looking for the people of Zeniff that left years ago to find the land of Nephi again. How he wasn't afraid to share his testimony with Limhi and found he did find the people even if they were not in the land.
or Gideon. Who fought tirelessly as an army captain for Limhi. Who used his testimony to strengthen him and his armies in battles against the Lamanites. His ingenuity and courage in dealing with King Noah's servants. His wisdom to help Limhi and his people to escape bondage to the Lamanites.
or Limhi. Who believed in the words of Ammon. Who relied on the spirit he felt to be converted and the faith to act on it in behalf of his people. The courage he had to be different than his wicked father and try to change things for his kingdom.
or Alma. Who felt the spirit when Abinidai spoke and tried to stand up for him. How he wrote those truths down and taught others and received the priesthood to baptize. The patience they had as they bore the burdens when put in bondage to the Lamanites and the wicked priests of King Noah.
or King Mosiah. Who as a righteous king rejoices as 2 large different bodies of people come into his kingdom. How he recognizes all people in the Lord are the same no matter where they came from and accepts them as if they were his own.
A lot of heros for me and for my children to look to for strong examples of faith, courage, hard work and good works.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Day 10: Mosiah 8 - Mosiah 17
A stalwart servant.
God does not require all of us to give our lives for his gospel as Abinidai did. But I do believe tha He does require we dedicate our lives, mean, and time to Him to help the gospel grow.
That fire Abinidai died by could represent so many things in my life. Attending sacrament meeting instead of staying home. Watching TV on Sunday. Swearing. Getting impatient with my children. Prioritizing time to what is most important ~ spiritually. Deciphering between the good and the best.
I am grateful for the truths Abinidai taught that have helped me have the courage to keep the Sabbath day holy. To help our children see how important attending Church on Sundays is to our spiritual well being. To serve in my calling, no matter what it is, with all my heart, might mind and strength.
I know the Lord will be pleased as long as I give my best effort always.
God does not require all of us to give our lives for his gospel as Abinidai did. But I do believe tha He does require we dedicate our lives, mean, and time to Him to help the gospel grow.
That fire Abinidai died by could represent so many things in my life. Attending sacrament meeting instead of staying home. Watching TV on Sunday. Swearing. Getting impatient with my children. Prioritizing time to what is most important ~ spiritually. Deciphering between the good and the best.
I am grateful for the truths Abinidai taught that have helped me have the courage to keep the Sabbath day holy. To help our children see how important attending Church on Sundays is to our spiritual well being. To serve in my calling, no matter what it is, with all my heart, might mind and strength.
I know the Lord will be pleased as long as I give my best effort always.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
The Candy Shop War
Day 9: Mosiah 1 - Mosiah 7
The natural man.
I was amazed at the timeline of the Book of Mormon. Did you know that the Book of Mosiah starts 124 B.C.? Yeah. Something interesting I didn't even realize. I mean Lehi and Nephi must seem to the Nephites and Lamanites like George Washington seem to me. Way, way, way back in history.
So many wonderful principles that King Benjamin shares with his people before he dies and leaves the throne to Mosiah.
One thing that keep coming to my mind is the natural man. Everything King Benjamin challenges us to do has to do with putting away the natural man.
Really. How many times do we get a feeling to do something for someone and then we think, nah? and then don't. How many times do we think, let me say hi ~ but then we don't?
The natural man is the enemy to God because it's our natural man that helps us resist our natural tendency to do good. I understand the opposition in all things and how that is important to our progression and learning, but dang ~ sometimes I wish for a day I could just not have the influence.. just one day.
What an awesome day that would be, right??
I was amazed at the timeline of the Book of Mormon. Did you know that the Book of Mosiah starts 124 B.C.? Yeah. Something interesting I didn't even realize. I mean Lehi and Nephi must seem to the Nephites and Lamanites like George Washington seem to me. Way, way, way back in history.
So many wonderful principles that King Benjamin shares with his people before he dies and leaves the throne to Mosiah.
One thing that keep coming to my mind is the natural man. Everything King Benjamin challenges us to do has to do with putting away the natural man.
Really. How many times do we get a feeling to do something for someone and then we think, nah? and then don't. How many times do we think, let me say hi ~ but then we don't?
The natural man is the enemy to God because it's our natural man that helps us resist our natural tendency to do good. I understand the opposition in all things and how that is important to our progression and learning, but dang ~ sometimes I wish for a day I could just not have the influence.. just one day.
What an awesome day that would be, right??
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Day 8: Jacob 5 - Words of Mormon
Heavenly Father loves each of us wholly.
Jacob 5 is almost a breath of fresh air compared to Isaiah (in my opinion) yet still hard to get through, if you know what I mean.
I kept getting this feeling while I was reading this chapter - the Lord loves us. He has plans for us and when it doesn't work out for us because of our choices, He has given us opportunities to mend the wrong and bring forth good fruit.
I feel blessed. Really I do.
Okay, a personal share. Please don't judge me because this is kind of hard to share, but I feel like I need to prove my point.
All my life, I've always felt like the one that was not favored like. You know what I mean? Like the friend I was with is the one the teacher liked better. Or I felt like the "difficult" child. Or like in college, my friends were noticed but not me. Or as a missionary, I was kind of off the President's radar.
I've learned over the years, most of this learning happening while I was married and then as a parent, how distorted some of these feelings and viewpoints were. Nonetheless, they were my viewpoints and my self thought.
So, understanding what the Lord is telling me through the scriptures is that I am just as important as any of the prophets He has talked to or any leaders in the world. If there is somewhere in our lives where we don't see favoritism, it's with our Heavenly Father. He loves us all and would not stop until all of His children are gathered.
I am special with all my characteristics and flaws. I am this way because the Lord understands each of our need for individuality and none is more special in His eyes as the other.
That is how much love the Lord has for each of His children, whether we are members of the Church or not. He loves us. He roots for us to succeed. He watches each day, sending us help, blessing us, and disciplining us to make us the best US we can be.
In the words of Enos:
4And my soul ahungered; and I bkneeled down before my Maker, and I ccried unto him in mighty dprayer and supplication for mine own soul; and all the day long did I cry unto him; yea, and when the night came I did still raise my voice high that it reached the heavens.
When I ask the Lord for forgiveness and I am forgiven, I will not hold on to that sin and punish myself further. I will show the Lord I trust in Him as Enos did and forgive myself. I will let go of the guilt and I will move on.
Jacob 5 is almost a breath of fresh air compared to Isaiah (in my opinion) yet still hard to get through, if you know what I mean.
I kept getting this feeling while I was reading this chapter - the Lord loves us. He has plans for us and when it doesn't work out for us because of our choices, He has given us opportunities to mend the wrong and bring forth good fruit.
I feel blessed. Really I do.
Okay, a personal share. Please don't judge me because this is kind of hard to share, but I feel like I need to prove my point.
All my life, I've always felt like the one that was not favored like. You know what I mean? Like the friend I was with is the one the teacher liked better. Or I felt like the "difficult" child. Or like in college, my friends were noticed but not me. Or as a missionary, I was kind of off the President's radar.
I've learned over the years, most of this learning happening while I was married and then as a parent, how distorted some of these feelings and viewpoints were. Nonetheless, they were my viewpoints and my self thought.
So, understanding what the Lord is telling me through the scriptures is that I am just as important as any of the prophets He has talked to or any leaders in the world. If there is somewhere in our lives where we don't see favoritism, it's with our Heavenly Father. He loves us all and would not stop until all of His children are gathered.
I am special with all my characteristics and flaws. I am this way because the Lord understands each of our need for individuality and none is more special in His eyes as the other.
That is how much love the Lord has for each of His children, whether we are members of the Church or not. He loves us. He roots for us to succeed. He watches each day, sending us help, blessing us, and disciplining us to make us the best US we can be.
In the words of Enos:
4And my soul ahungered; and I bkneeled down before my Maker, and I ccried unto him in mighty dprayer and supplication for mine own soul; and all the day long did I cry unto him; yea, and when the night came I did still raise my voice high that it reached the heavens.
5And there came a avoice unto me, saying: Enos, thy sins are bforgiven thee, and thou shalt be blessed.
When I ask the Lord for forgiveness and I am forgiven, I will not hold on to that sin and punish myself further. I will show the Lord I trust in Him as Enos did and forgive myself. I will let go of the guilt and I will move on.
Monday, January 17, 2011
Day 7: 2 Nephi 29 - Jacob 4
I know the scriptures are true.
As I am speed reading through the scriptures, I am overwhelmed at how much I am picking up as I read through. Today, there are so many things I feel.
First. The scriptures are true. How do I know that? Besides the obvious studying and praying through the years, the Lord has taken great care for us to have these scriptures. Men have lost their lives over them just so they can make the record. The Lord's plan from the very beginning was to help his children by having these scriptures (bound books or plates or scrolls) so we can learn from.
What a pity ~ there are so many times in my life that I put aside the scriptures for the unimportant things in life. I am grateful for this challenge I put myself up to. Although, I am cruising through these pages of the Book of Mormon, I feel like my spirit is being nourished and fed after so a long period of time without. I can feel the difference between the nourished spirit and the malnourished. Big difference.
Second. The prophets urge and encourage us to "feast on the word of Christ." I feel like this is not just once in awhile.. but every chance we can. DAILY, more than not. I can see the wisdom in this. It gives us a daily reminder of perspective and keeping our eyes single to the glory of God.
Third. When I believe in Christ, I believe in His words. This can help me in my every day trials and efforts.
I start to see the CHILD instead of the whining.
I start to see the MERCY in helping my child struggling with project assignments instead of the undone work piled up.
I start to see the KINDNESS and LOVE instead of the clingy.
I start to see through the eyes of HEAVENLY FATHER instead of the burden of child rearing.
Fourth. As we are commanded to leave our pride and love of riches behind, I can see the humility I require in order to obey. I remember all things I have come from my Heavenly Father and if I am told I don't need certain things right now, I will humble myself and trust in that. One day when the things I want do not compromise the things I need, it will be okay for me to have them.
But until then, I will humble myself and follow the words of our prophets in the scriptures. In the words of Jacob in chapter 2:
17Think of your abrethren like unto yourselves, and be familiar with all and free with your bsubstance, that cthey may be rich like unto you.
As I am speed reading through the scriptures, I am overwhelmed at how much I am picking up as I read through. Today, there are so many things I feel.
First. The scriptures are true. How do I know that? Besides the obvious studying and praying through the years, the Lord has taken great care for us to have these scriptures. Men have lost their lives over them just so they can make the record. The Lord's plan from the very beginning was to help his children by having these scriptures (bound books or plates or scrolls) so we can learn from.
What a pity ~ there are so many times in my life that I put aside the scriptures for the unimportant things in life. I am grateful for this challenge I put myself up to. Although, I am cruising through these pages of the Book of Mormon, I feel like my spirit is being nourished and fed after so a long period of time without. I can feel the difference between the nourished spirit and the malnourished. Big difference.
Second. The prophets urge and encourage us to "feast on the word of Christ." I feel like this is not just once in awhile.. but every chance we can. DAILY, more than not. I can see the wisdom in this. It gives us a daily reminder of perspective and keeping our eyes single to the glory of God.
Third. When I believe in Christ, I believe in His words. This can help me in my every day trials and efforts.
I start to see the CHILD instead of the whining.
I start to see the MERCY in helping my child struggling with project assignments instead of the undone work piled up.
I start to see the KINDNESS and LOVE instead of the clingy.
I start to see through the eyes of HEAVENLY FATHER instead of the burden of child rearing.
Fourth. As we are commanded to leave our pride and love of riches behind, I can see the humility I require in order to obey. I remember all things I have come from my Heavenly Father and if I am told I don't need certain things right now, I will humble myself and trust in that. One day when the things I want do not compromise the things I need, it will be okay for me to have them.
But until then, I will humble myself and follow the words of our prophets in the scriptures. In the words of Jacob in chapter 2:
17Think of your abrethren like unto yourselves, and be familiar with all and free with your bsubstance, that cthey may be rich like unto you.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Day 6: 2 Nephi 20 - 2 Nephi 28
Isaiah chapters.
I'm just glad I got through these chapters. I am working to understand these teachings as I get more into the scriptures and the spirit.
I'm just glad I got through these chapters. I am working to understand these teachings as I get more into the scriptures and the spirit.
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Day 5: 2 Nephi 9 - 2 Nephi 19
Cheer up your hearts.
There are so many warnings given. So many laws and consequences. It could get overwhelming but the Lord never fails to let us know the blessings we will and can receive.
17For I will afulfil my bpromises which I have made unto the children of men, that I will do unto them while they are in the flesh
We cannot be discouraged because he expects us to do the hard things and to come out blessed. If the Lord expects this of me, then I should not expect any less of myself. So much easier said than done, I know this firsthand.
There are so many warnings about riches, minds, hearts, disobedience, lust, laziness... the list goes on. But there are so many blessings for the obedient, the humble, the teacher, the reader...
20 seeing that our merciful God has given us so great knowledge concerning these things, let us remember him, and lay aside our sins, and not hang down our heads...
There are so many warnings given. So many laws and consequences. It could get overwhelming but the Lord never fails to let us know the blessings we will and can receive.
17For I will afulfil my bpromises which I have made unto the children of men, that I will do unto them while they are in the flesh
We cannot be discouraged because he expects us to do the hard things and to come out blessed. If the Lord expects this of me, then I should not expect any less of myself. So much easier said than done, I know this firsthand.
There are so many warnings about riches, minds, hearts, disobedience, lust, laziness... the list goes on. But there are so many blessings for the obedient, the humble, the teacher, the reader...
20 seeing that our merciful God has given us so great knowledge concerning these things, let us remember him, and lay aside our sins, and not hang down our heads...
Friday, January 14, 2011
Day 4: 2 Nephi 1 - 2 Nephi 8
Keep the commandments and prosper.
Lehi is an amazing father. He's old and he knows he doesn't have many days left in his life. He knows he has some children that are wayward and the love he outpours for them is touching. What a great example of loving and teaching although he can see his children not agreeing or accepting the teachings of the gospel.
He urges them over and over to "keep the commandments and prosper." The Lord will bless them. The Lord is happy to bless them. The Lord is waiting to bless them. If they just would keep the commandments.
The father's blessing he instills on each of his children has so much to teach us. The love of parents to their children. The love we have to our wayward children. The hope we can keep in our hearts that one day the faith of our children will be sufficient to be awarded the blessings of heaven.
I know today I am more grateful the calling I have to be a mother of beautiful children. I know I will try more to love them and teach them in the ways of the Lord.
Lehi is an amazing father. He's old and he knows he doesn't have many days left in his life. He knows he has some children that are wayward and the love he outpours for them is touching. What a great example of loving and teaching although he can see his children not agreeing or accepting the teachings of the gospel.
He urges them over and over to "keep the commandments and prosper." The Lord will bless them. The Lord is happy to bless them. The Lord is waiting to bless them. If they just would keep the commandments.
The father's blessing he instills on each of his children has so much to teach us. The love of parents to their children. The love we have to our wayward children. The hope we can keep in our hearts that one day the faith of our children will be sufficient to be awarded the blessings of heaven.
I know today I am more grateful the calling I have to be a mother of beautiful children. I know I will try more to love them and teach them in the ways of the Lord.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Day 3: 1 Nephi 17 - 1 Nephi 22
Obedience brings power.
Nephi is commanded to build a ship and in so doing his brothers are livid with him. I asked myself why would they be so upset?
18And thus my brethren did acomplain against me, and were desirous that they might not labor, for they did not bbelieve that I could build a ship; neither would they believe that I was instructed of the Lord.
Ahhh.. now I get it. They didn't want to do the work. Nephi is commanded but he is not doing this alone. He has everyone help him. How many times when my father asked me to do something and I wasn't on board with this because why? I didn't want to do the work because I didn't think it was revelant to me. Except it was.
I love the power of Nephi's testimony. He quoted scripture and teachings of other prophets and leaders that were told to do hard things and were supported by the Lord because of their obedience.
They were so blessed to come to a land Bountiful where food was plentiful and seeds were in abundance as they prepared for the sojourn on the sea.
How easily they forgot their blessings and indulged in mistreating yet again Nephi. It's such a pattern that is very obvious in reading at this rate. Through this.. I see patterns in my life. I know when things are going good how easily it is to set aside the things true things that brought the good to pass. I know how it feels to repent for this and hopefully try again.
So many trials this family faces, yet they still stay together as a family. We are blessed with this knowledge of obedience is power. The Lord told Nephi to make another set of plates. That must not have been easy, yet Nephi obeyed.
And because of his obedience, we have this Book of Mormon that helps us in our everyday lives. Helps change lives and bring children closer to their Heavenly Father. He loves us so much. Everything that is done, is done for our good. For our profit. For our learning.
Nephi is commanded to build a ship and in so doing his brothers are livid with him. I asked myself why would they be so upset?
18And thus my brethren did acomplain against me, and were desirous that they might not labor, for they did not bbelieve that I could build a ship; neither would they believe that I was instructed of the Lord.
Ahhh.. now I get it. They didn't want to do the work. Nephi is commanded but he is not doing this alone. He has everyone help him. How many times when my father asked me to do something and I wasn't on board with this because why? I didn't want to do the work because I didn't think it was revelant to me. Except it was.
I love the power of Nephi's testimony. He quoted scripture and teachings of other prophets and leaders that were told to do hard things and were supported by the Lord because of their obedience.
They were so blessed to come to a land Bountiful where food was plentiful and seeds were in abundance as they prepared for the sojourn on the sea.
How easily they forgot their blessings and indulged in mistreating yet again Nephi. It's such a pattern that is very obvious in reading at this rate. Through this.. I see patterns in my life. I know when things are going good how easily it is to set aside the things true things that brought the good to pass. I know how it feels to repent for this and hopefully try again.
So many trials this family faces, yet they still stay together as a family. We are blessed with this knowledge of obedience is power. The Lord told Nephi to make another set of plates. That must not have been easy, yet Nephi obeyed.
And because of his obedience, we have this Book of Mormon that helps us in our everyday lives. Helps change lives and bring children closer to their Heavenly Father. He loves us so much. Everything that is done, is done for our good. For our profit. For our learning.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Day 2: 1 Nephi 11 - 1 Nephi 16
Foundation of faith.
I love reading the Book of Mormon this fast. I've never read it this way before and even after just 2 days, it's proving to be a great experience.
Laman and Lemuel could not understand the things their father was teaching them. They asked Nephi to help them with the teachings. Why is it that we can hear a truth or principal and still cannot understand it?
I love Nephi's answer. Ask the Lord and He will help you understand these things.
The brothers L&L, lacked faith. But they still wanted to understand the precious truths of the gospel. It's like they wanted to understand it with their worldly mind without consulting their faith. The Lord's truths simply cannot be understood without our faith.
How many times does this happen in my life?
When Ishmael died, some of his family had a hard time with it and blamed being out in the wilderness with Lehi and his family. They criticized Lehi (the prophet) and wanted to return to their homeland (which they had no idea was probably destroyed already!).
Sometimes I just think ~ go ahead and go back and see what will happen to you or see what has already happened to your home!!!! End of their story.
But the Lord has bigger plans and needed them to fulfill his plan of the promised land. The Lord already told Nephi exactly what was going to happen, how and who was involved.
Nephi's faith - completely astounding.
I want the faith of Nephi. Of course, his foundation of faith was solid. He worked on it. Not everyday but every second of every day. He didn't take a break. His whole life was engulfed in the Lord's work. He not only desired to know more, he asked the Lord to know more.
Great example of a foundation of faith.
I love reading the Book of Mormon this fast. I've never read it this way before and even after just 2 days, it's proving to be a great experience.
Laman and Lemuel could not understand the things their father was teaching them. They asked Nephi to help them with the teachings. Why is it that we can hear a truth or principal and still cannot understand it?
I love Nephi's answer. Ask the Lord and He will help you understand these things.
The brothers L&L, lacked faith. But they still wanted to understand the precious truths of the gospel. It's like they wanted to understand it with their worldly mind without consulting their faith. The Lord's truths simply cannot be understood without our faith.
How many times does this happen in my life?
When Ishmael died, some of his family had a hard time with it and blamed being out in the wilderness with Lehi and his family. They criticized Lehi (the prophet) and wanted to return to their homeland (which they had no idea was probably destroyed already!).
Sometimes I just think ~ go ahead and go back and see what will happen to you or see what has already happened to your home!!!! End of their story.
But the Lord has bigger plans and needed them to fulfill his plan of the promised land. The Lord already told Nephi exactly what was going to happen, how and who was involved.
Nephi's faith - completely astounding.
I want the faith of Nephi. Of course, his foundation of faith was solid. He worked on it. Not everyday but every second of every day. He didn't take a break. His whole life was engulfed in the Lord's work. He not only desired to know more, he asked the Lord to know more.
Great example of a foundation of faith.
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Day 1: 1 Nephi 1 - 1 Nephi 10
I was pretty amazed at how it was not as hard as I thought to read these first 10 chapters. I think once I put it in my mind that it was reading (in big chunks instead of stopping to digest every principal), the reading came easily.
The one principal that touched me was "fear God vs. fear man." As I read how Laman and Lemuel constantly fear man over God, regardless of the miracles they've experienced, I look at my own life. It's way easier said than done. I know that.
I don't know about you but I know when I "fear man" more than I "fear God" it sometimes comes from thinking...'well, God would understand more why I have to do this then others would understand why I have to say no, etc.
I have to, no I NEED to remember my Heavenly Father wants to see me "fear God" over "fear man" so He can watch me grow. So I can prioritize what is important in my life. So no matter what happens in life, He can see me choose Him over all others.
Time and time again, the Lord blesses Nephi for his obedience and yes, it may seem sometimes to his brothers that he's so "fortunate;" but it is only through his obedience, his blessings are in abundance.
Even when Nephi was told by the spirit to slay Laban, he hesitated and almost talked his way through the inevitable. What a true example of being obedient, humble, submissive and strengthening yourself as you do something so hard.
The Lord asks us to do hard things often. Not to punish us. But to bring to pass His blessings and work among us, our family and those around us. The Lord told Nephi to forgive his brothers after they beat him, after they tied him up and left him, after they threatened him. How many times do I hold on to hurt feelings with my family, my husband, my children, those around me? And for what? To waste precious times we have with our loved ones?
I am grateful for this challenge and am thankful for the spirit it has already brought into my life.
The one principal that touched me was "fear God vs. fear man." As I read how Laman and Lemuel constantly fear man over God, regardless of the miracles they've experienced, I look at my own life. It's way easier said than done. I know that.
I don't know about you but I know when I "fear man" more than I "fear God" it sometimes comes from thinking...'well, God would understand more why I have to do this then others would understand why I have to say no, etc.
I have to, no I NEED to remember my Heavenly Father wants to see me "fear God" over "fear man" so He can watch me grow. So I can prioritize what is important in my life. So no matter what happens in life, He can see me choose Him over all others.
Time and time again, the Lord blesses Nephi for his obedience and yes, it may seem sometimes to his brothers that he's so "fortunate;" but it is only through his obedience, his blessings are in abundance.
Even when Nephi was told by the spirit to slay Laban, he hesitated and almost talked his way through the inevitable. What a true example of being obedient, humble, submissive and strengthening yourself as you do something so hard.
The Lord asks us to do hard things often. Not to punish us. But to bring to pass His blessings and work among us, our family and those around us. The Lord told Nephi to forgive his brothers after they beat him, after they tied him up and left him, after they threatened him. How many times do I hold on to hurt feelings with my family, my husband, my children, those around me? And for what? To waste precious times we have with our loved ones?
I am grateful for this challenge and am thankful for the spirit it has already brought into my life.
Monday, January 10, 2011
Book of Mormon challenge
Hi! This is Janice. Ruby and I talked about this blog months ago.. wanting to share ideas and books. Her first pick was the Book of Mormon. So... I started a 90-day read and of course, that didn't get completed and was barely touched weekly instead of daily.
Well... I'm starting a new Book of Mormon challenge. AND just like weight loss, I hope this gives me a big boost into the New Year for reading my scriptures.
The temple president challenged my old stake last year to read the Book of Mormon 3 times in 90 days.
While this is my ultimate challenge, I want to share on this blog my adventures as I for the first time read the Book of Mormon in 30 days. I NEED the spiritual boost and also the priority of putting the gospel first in my life so here it goes.
If you'd like to join me.. here is my schedule I am following. Thanks to a friend of mine, the Book of Mormon is broken down into 30 days by chapters. Be prepared for how much reading there is to be done and yes, it's meant to be a fast read. As I am reading, I am marking "How God deals with His children" in my scriptures.
Well... I'm starting a new Book of Mormon challenge. AND just like weight loss, I hope this gives me a big boost into the New Year for reading my scriptures.
The temple president challenged my old stake last year to read the Book of Mormon 3 times in 90 days.
While this is my ultimate challenge, I want to share on this blog my adventures as I for the first time read the Book of Mormon in 30 days. I NEED the spiritual boost and also the priority of putting the gospel first in my life so here it goes.
If you'd like to join me.. here is my schedule I am following. Thanks to a friend of mine, the Book of Mormon is broken down into 30 days by chapters. Be prepared for how much reading there is to be done and yes, it's meant to be a fast read. As I am reading, I am marking "How God deals with His children" in my scriptures.
18/1Nephi 10
36/1Nephi 16
54/1Nephi 22
72/2Nephi 8
90/2Nephi 19
108/2Nephi 28
126/Jacob 4
144/Words of Mormon
162/Mosiah 7
180/Mosiah 17
198/Mosiah 27
216/Alma 4
234/Alma 10
252/Alma 17
270/Alma 24
288/Alma 31
306/Alma 39
324/Alma 46
342/Alma 52
360/Alma 60
378/Helaman 4
396/Helaman 12
414/3Nephi 3
432/3Nephi 12
450/3Nephi 20
468/4Nephi
486/Mormon
504/Ether 9
522/Moroni 6
531/Moroni 10
Let the spirit fill our hearts and homes as we take this challenge to boost our lives with the scriptures.
Janice
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